(Sigh) My Internet’s been cut off for ages I’m actualy all the way in Dallas to use my cousin’s computer. I’m pissed off. I was supposed to be going home to Ohio for a couple weeks to see my mom and friends. The plan was I was going to ride there with my cousins and uncle. However that never happened. Last Thursday I was telling my cousin I was going to Ohio and she’s like oh we’re going this Tuesday! I’m damn foreal? She’s like why don’t you just take a bus down here and we can all ride together. I’m like cool it’s only 39 dollars to take a bus to Dallas. Now prior to leaving for Dallas Sunday I repeatedly asked her if they were still going over and over and over. And she’s like yeah yeah everytime. So Tomas takes me to the bus station we say our love yous and goodbyes and kisses my belly and tells me to have a good trip. So a 5 hour ride to Dallas goes by and when I get there I call her. And you know what she says to me? Oh I have some bad news. I’m like what my dad said we’re not going until next week. I’m like ahhhhhhhh! Because I really didn’t have all that much extra money to be sitting around somewhere for a got damn week. So I been here since Sunday night idk if I should home or wait to see if they even really go to Ohio. I want to go home because I don’t fucking think they even going I’m pissed off and depressed because I told everybody I was coming and that I’d be there today. Everyone’s calling me and including my mom and I’m just getting depressed. So depressed that I havent even wanted to get online I just want to cry yall don’t understand. I miss Tomas so much and I would much rather be at home with him while he feeds me everything lol but now I don’t if I should go home or stay and wait to see if they go. I just looked at my bank account and I don’t have as much money as I thought I did if I went to Ohio I’d have to stay just for two weeks so I could afford to come back home and I don’t want to be away from Mas that long (sigh)

   Where have I been well 4 days ago I wrote a longgggg blog post and I backspaced it by accident I was pissed. Well guess what I cut my hair! All I can say is “What The Crap?” was I thinking lol. My wordpress like refused to save my damn post ahhhh I was so angry about that post. But back to my hair it’s really short man I’ma take some pics later I look crazy son! Awwww the baby thing is good besides feeling a little sick I’m ok. But Tomas decides he wants to jinx u s and say what if we have two well I hope not lol but it’s possible because twins are common in my family. Dammit did I mention how mad I was when I erased that post? Oh oh yeah I did. I going to return blog comments now something I haven’t done in quite sometime lol geesh all I’ve been doing is sleeping ughhh and eating between nappins lol