I’ve just realized that I make more friends online then I do in real life. I don’t know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. I don’t know why I make more friends online but not only do I make more friends I make better friends.  With my online friends I can confide in them and it’s like they know what I’m going through. my friends in real life always seem like their either too preoccupied to help me or just dismiss me in general. Online friends always have time to hear yuor problems and it’s like they care. SMH why do I feel this way?

*****Update

I went to the Doc today and he says I’m 2 centimeters dilated! I’m only 7 1/2 months! Ahhhhh!

  The site’s finally revamped. I’m still adding pages as time goes by. But NO visitor pages at all. I decided to make my site strictly personal. Why? Well for one it’s alot easier then stressing about having enough content that shit is ridiculous. And for two……..I’M LAZY. And for three, brushes I’ve made have been stolen and redistributed WITHOUT PROPER CREDIT and that shit is beyond annoying. So personal it is. My site will now be wordpressed out. No more regular pages with wordpress php files embedded in them.

My site was down for sometime because I was switching host. I almost closed my site for good because, I’ve been so stressed out lately with Tomas and I moving into our apartment and everything. We had got the keys and the apartment was full of fleas noone had noticed because everyone who went in there had on pants but thank God I had on a dress that day so we found out before we moved in. So they exterminated yesterday and I’m going to vacuum the carpet with some crap and just pray that the bastards are dead and if not them sugarlickers better give us a different apartment.

I guess the stress of becoming a mother has hit me kind of hard too. It’s like wow can I really handle all of this? Can I really be a mother? I know I can but the anxiety does kick in that I have less than 3 months left and I’ll have a baby wow.

I love Wordpress 2.6 it’s so pretty on my old fantastico deluxe they installed like 2.1 or something wayyyyyy back there lol I was excited to install this new cleaner version and how bout this all my plugins work without problems that’s great I guess I was trying to use new plugins on my old man fart 2.1 wordpress lol and they wouldn’t work, now everything looks super clean and neat ahhhh goodtimes. ok yeah I need some smilies I’m going to go find some now lol.

P.S-OH CRAP! I HAD LOST ALL MY FILES INBETWEEN SWITCHING HOST IF WE LINKED EXCHANGED OR WERE AFFIES AND YOUR NOT LISTED ON MY EXITS PAGE PLEASE LET ME KNOW K!